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well i will tell u what!!! this weekend was the best weekend ever!!!!!  on friday night we all went over to jasons house and then amanda and i went over to her house and watch a movie!!!! then this is when the best weekend started!!! saturday morning i had baseball in the morning and that went really well!!! for the first time i could throw without any pain in my elbow and i was sooooooooooo happy about that!!! then we took batting practice and i hit really well so that made me event more happy!!! then after i got done hitting i went and work on my d and that was a great work out!!! i got soooooooo many ground balls!!! then after baseball i came home and took a 3 hour nap while u were at the mall!!! and by the way sorry for sleeping so long!!!! then finally the night came!!! once again everyone got together and went over to jasons house!!!! then around 11:30 it was the best ever!!!  we went out side and started to snuggle in the little bitty chair that was out there and watched the stars!!! then well i think i will keep it a secret about what happened next!!! lets just say by far that night out side was the best night we have been together!!! i told u i would keep u warm!!! then after about an hour and half of just laying there, wink wink hahahah, andrew came out and was like tiffany and i want to go into the hot tub!! and i was like nope sorry we are a little busy back here and he just started to laugh and went back inside!!! then like a half hour later he came back outside and started to caugh really loud just to let us know that he was right there and he was like can we come back now and so being such nice people that we are we let them come back and get into the hot tub!!!! after laying int he chair for a lil bit longer we went inside because we both were falling asleep!!! so when we wnt inside everyone was watching fight club so we finished watching it with them!!!  well kinda!!! by that time andrew and tiffany had been in the hot tub for like 2 hours and amanda and i were like lets go c what they are doing so we went back to jasons parents room to c if there was any windows and there wasnt so when we where leaving i gave someone( i think u know who) a big kiss!!! and since we were standing right next to a huge bed it just seemed right to put her on it so it would be a lil bit more comfterable!!! and once again i am not going to go into detail but about have way through i was just thinking to my self how lucky i was to be with such a perfect person!!!  and just to let u know i will always respect u no matter what!!! if u want something to happen u are going to have to tell me because i am not going to do anything!!!!! baby all i want u to do is feel comfterable around me and not have to worry about things!!! wow i just realized how much i wrote so i will stop!!! to end it, i will say it was the best night of my life!!! thanks babe soooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!! later

ps- by the way if it is ok with u i think we need to have another one of those night!!! just let me know if your up for it!!!! :)

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i am sooooooooooo happy!!!!!! today is friday and it is the last one of the entire year!!!! we have one more full day day and then it is summer!!! i cant wait!!!! this summer is going to be the first summer that i am not single and i am soooooooo happy for that!!!!!! this summer is really going show how much we care about each other!!! i will do everything i can to make things work out!!!! i am sooooo happy that we are together and trust me it wont change!!! and finally u said i was the best!!! its about time!!! and your right we have so many great memories that i will never forget and u better not forget them either!!!!! well i cant wait for u to get off work so that we can hang out!!!! c u tonight baby!!!!! BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG KISS!!!!! later pookie!!!!!! love always, me!!!!!

whos b-day is it today!!! i wonder!!!!! happy 17th birthday baby!!!!! i cant wait until tonight when we go to dinner!!! u say i have a surprise but i really dont!!! it is just a little something!!!! i am sooo glad that u are having a good day!!! and now that u are 17 we dont have to sneak into the movies!!! well that is it for right now so i cant wait to c u!!!! happy bithday babe!!!!!! later BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG KISS!!!!!!!

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well today is a big day!!! well to be specific it will be tomorrow but 2 months ago was the first day that i met u and tomrrow i will be your longest relationship!!!! these last 2 month have been the best of my entire life!!!!! and i am the happiest guy ever!!! i am sooooo glad that we have been together for this long and i want it to last for quit awhile!!!(only if that is ok with u :)!!!! and i hope it is!!!!) the only thing that sucks is that u have to work tonight!!!! i will be watching the clock consintly!!!!! o i cant wait to c u!!!! i am not sure what i am doing yet tonight!!! i no for fact i am hang out with u!!!!! i have pt after school and then i have to go to baseball until like 7!!! but after that i will prob go and chill with my bros for a little bit or call up kyle and the guys and c what they are up to!!! my day has been great and i am in a super good mood!!! i cant wait for tonight!!!!! how about yourself!!! i hope is has been good!!! that student teacher is a b*t*h!!!!! well i think that is it for right now so i will c u soon!!! later baby!!!!! BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG KISS!!!!!!!!

baby i am sorry for saying that yesterday!!!! and u dont have to tell me that that is not true because i no u dont like him!!! i really dont know y i said that!!! i really did not mean anything by it and i am sorry if u got upset about it!!! i no how things are between us and i dont have to worry about it!!!! its just that he has a really nice car!!!! no i am just kidding!!!! i will have to deal with my little honda!!! sorry about that!!! but once i get my bike it will be better!!!! i might beable to race him and beat him!!! but until then i will have to be a loser sorry!!!! I am sooooooo glad that u have decided to be with me for so long and i want it to last for a long time!!!! this is your longest relationship and tomarrow i want to hear how it feels to be with me for the longest!!!! i am soooooooo happy!!! u have no idea!!! next it is my turn and i hope it is with u!!!!!  well that is it for right now so i will right later!!!!! bye baby!! BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG KISS!!!!!

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half day!!!! yo yo!!! any ways last last night was not so bad!!! first practice was long and i was soooooo exausted when i got home!! but it was nice because i had the house to my self for like an hour and a half and i like that because it is nice a nd peacefull!!! noone talking exept me!! i love it!! then about 830 u called and was like  i get off early and i was soooooo happy so i just had to ask if u could come over because i wanted to c u soooo bad!!! well u did and i was sooooo happy about that!! the only reason that i asked u if u were mad was because i did not want  u to think i was trying to do something because i wasnt!!! and i had to make sure of it!!! and once again we had a great night!!! and just to remind u my entire neighborhood is horny!! :) hahaha!!! but ya well that is it for right now so later!!!!

well i cant wait fo rschool to get out!!! i have soooo much stuff that i have to do!! first i have to go to physicall therapy right after school!!! then after i get done with physical therapy i have to go to the first aday of baseball!!! i cant wait!!! i am pretty sure that all that we are going to be doing is hitting and then taking infield!!! but which sucks about it is that it is from 4 to 7 and it is going to be really hot!!! but which alson sucks today is the only day that amanda does not have to go to work and i am not going to be able to c her!!! she is going to be working sooooo much but i am happy for her!!! u are more than welcome for the robecks today!!! you deserve it!!! you are soooooooooo special to me and u mean soooooooooo much to me!!! and once again we had a great conversation last night!!! well i told my self that i was not going to write as much this time so that is it for right now!!! later!!! big big kiss!!!

well this weekend was not so bad!!!  to start it off, on friday after school amanda and i went to chandler mall so that she could get some new stuff!!! then after she was done at chandler we went to fiesta and she did some more shoping!! then friday night we all went over to kyles house and watched peter pan!! but once again i feel asleep!! then saturday i sleeped in and that was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!! after i got up i called amanda and she was like i have had the worst morning ever!! and of course i was like what happened!! (if u want to know all the details then read amandas journal) then after she told me everything i was sooooooooooooooo happy that she was ok!! well not ok but u know what i mean!!! baby u have no idea how upset i would be if anything ever happened to u!!!  so then she said that she could not eat so i went and got her a smoothie and took it to her!! i hope that help a little!! i know its not much but i tryed!! :) then saturday night we all waited for beam to get done with this birthday thing that she had to go to and when she was done we all were going to go over to her gym and mess around!! and when she finally called us we all met up with her at the gym and had the best time ever!!  and just to let u know next time i am going to throw u into the pit no matter what!!! then today was mothers day and i was pretty boring!!!  it was such a lazy day!!! but the one good thing about it is that i got to she u before u had to go into stupid work!!! i wish sooooooo bad that u did not have to work tonight!!!!  u have no idea how much i wanted to be with u!!!! and to let u know one more thing u still owe me about 5,000 more!!! u know what i am talking about!!!:) well i think that is it for righjt now because i have to go and eat so i will right more soon!!! hope u had a good night!!! cant wait to talk to u!!! big big kiss!!!!! later!!!!